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dont know what to say here

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 13, 2007, 8:38 AM
i have no idea what to say here without coming off as an emo kid lol. my poetry i put here pretty much sums up what my emotions are like. pretty scary huh? but as for whats really going on? i honestly have no idea. i have so much pain in my life that just keeps trying to seep out, and i keep holding it in, not dealing with it. i have no idea how to deal with everything. i thought all my problems were solved, but they just keep resurfacing. i was told i would have relapses. i didnt know theyd be like this. i didnt know theyd continual hurt everyone around me. i dont know what to do anymore. the one person who can help me, im not allowed to see. the person who saved my life. they keep this person from me. it make mes scream at all hours of the day. i break down crying at random. i just want the pain to stop. i know its not that easy. so i write poetry to release the pain. it helps more than i ever imagined it could. poetry is my out lit. a lot of the times it comes as being a little scary i know. but id rather have some scary poems that keep it inside any longer. i guess thats all thats going on with me right now. im having a rough patch. a very painful rough patch. so maybe ill put up a few more poems this week. we'll see.

  • Listening to: relient k

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: Maine
  • Interests: Reading, Manga/Anime, Music...
  • Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Christmas
  • Favourite band or musician: Relient K
  • Favourite genre of music: All
  • Personal Quote: Handshakes are nice, but hugs are better :)
  • Tools of the Trade: Anything I can hug with :)

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~Deul7:iconDeul7: Jun 19, 2007, 6:29:18 PM
YAY! Welcome to DA hon :hug:

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~NCKemp756:iconNCKemp756: Jun 19, 2007, 2:36:06 PM
YAY It's jesse! :petting:

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*inObrAS:iconinObrAS: Jun 19, 2007, 12:36:42 PM
Welcome to deviantART :handshake: :sun: